Monday, November 29, 2010


You don't choose who to love,
your heart does.

I really wish people would
stop questioning who I am in
love with....


xSigned___JNF. ♥


I seek endlessly within me the strength to
finally let go. Everyday I seek it.
Everyday I look within me to conquer this
vast amount of emotion that was left behind
by your love.

I can say this and that, but only God truly
knows what resides in my heart. What really
runs through my veins. Only he knows my
heart's deepest desires. Only he understands
my mumbled up prayers. Only he knows what I
speak of when I mutter incomplete sentences to

One day you were there, the next gone. & as I look
back I can't really decipher what went on. One day
you loved me, the next day you didn't. One day I felt
your touch the next day I didn't.

Life can be cliche, but all you can do is continue
Carry on.
Move on.
Look ahead and not behind.

See how cliche that is?
How can you move one, carry on, look
ahead and not behind when what you left
behind or what has left you behind has left
a great big dent in your life?
How can you one day passionately love someone
then the next day passionately love someone else?

Everything happens for a reason.
What's meant to be will always find it's way.
You've got to go through a few wrong ones to find
the perfect one.
Really I could go on and on.....

xSigned___JNF. ♥

Tuesday, November 23, 2010

Live Easy.

I'll save the apologies for another time..

I feel that people nowadays are just to worried
about changing the next person specially if it's
someone they are dating. I say this: obviously
this person isn't someone you want to share anything
with if you're too worried about changing them.
Live easy.
This person isn't for you or your life.

xSigned___JNF. ♥

Monday, November 1, 2010

Live a self approved life. Muahhhhh!

I complain.
I fuss.
I fight.
I cry.
I exhaust myself.
But at the end of the day my destiny is in His
He gives me all I need and more than I deserve.
He guides me through trials and tribulations
to only deliver me with an abundance of blessings.
I question him sometimes but it is within my human
nature to do so not realizing that all He is doing
is fpr my betterment.
I should thank Him everyday of my life just for
the simple fact that I am alive and breathing
but I don't.
Not because I don't want to but because I simply
haven't made it a habit and I should.
I should be able to thank God every single day
of my living life for all He has done along the way
for me.
Today, with a smile on my face, I want to thank Him
for being there side by side.
Lifting me when I needed
him, cheering me on when I needed him.
Whispering simple things into my ear when I needed a reminder.
For blessing me with this amazing life, these
amazing people, these negative people, these
poeple that have made me grow, helped me grow, pushed me
down, picked me up.
For every single thing; big or small.
I am thankful for them, from the bottom of my heart.

xSinged___JNF. ♥