A good woman.

I have never in my life tried to force onto a man that I am a good woman. A woman that knows what she wants and knows where she is headed. A woman that won't stand for nonsense. A woman that deserves to be respected. A woman that is not afraid to go after what she wants. A woman that is not afraid to lead as well as follow. Never have I ever had to force this onto a man because I believe that actions speak louder than words. MY actions speak way louder than me sitting here telling you that I am all of the above. Yes I am human therefore I am flawed, no doubt about it. Have I made mistakes? Yes. Have I made dumb decisions? Yes. Have I learned from them? Hell yes. But this doesn't constitute what my character and personality are made of. Needless to say I refuse to waste my time trying to change up someone's opinion because baby if you don't want me then somebody else will. YOUR loss not mine.


xSigned___JNF. ♥

Back to the drawing board.

There are so many things that have happened ever since the last time I blogged that I don't even know where to begin. The week prior to this one was horrible! I had 4 exams in between meetings, and everything else. I had never been so exhausted in my life. Needless to say I didn't perform as well as I would have if so many things hadn't been thrown at me. I'm still quite getting over the fact that so many things happened that week. But the past is the past, right? Lesson learned... Well I got back into the swing of things this week and it was a really hectic week also but I coped with it so it didn't bother me much. Today I also went to look at an apartment that I thought was a good catch but my future housemate thought it wasn't, sooooo back to the drawing board it is. *Sigh*.



Well I hope you guys have been doing better than me :)
XOXO.

xSigned___JNF. ♥

Celebrate yourself!

Valentine's day came and went. Honestly I thought I was going to be a bitter person today going around cursing the cute little things couples would be doing around campus during this day. I woke up this morning and thanked God for another day of life. Another opportunity to start over new. I found myself in the best spirits ever. And as the day went on it just got better and better. I was so happy for the little things. The smiles I gave strangers. The cute little text messages my girlfriends wrote me. The cute little messages the guys who secretly have a crush on me wrote on my Facebook wall or privately messaged me them. The greetings strangers would give me and I would return. The beautiful 55 degree weather. The sky. The lunch I had with one of my best friends. The hugs from friends. The Valentine's day wishes from professors. I appreciated it all. I celebrated the new love that has come into my life, the love that has gone, and the love that has yet to be but most importantly I celebrated ME. I celebrated the fact that on a day like this I didn't have to be with a significant other to appreciate it. I celebrated the fact that I am finally mature enough to love myself, and be indulged in myself so much that I didn't miss the company of a significant other on a day like today. I loved every minute of today, single and all. ;)

I hope everyone had as good of a Valentine's day as I did! & if you didn't just remember there is always next year! Muahhhhh.


xSigned___JNF. ♥

Pretty little toes.

Today I got a package that very much made me extremely happy. Anyways this is not the point of my post. As I was riding the elevator back up to my dorm I glanced down at my feet (I was wearing flip-flops). For a very long time I was the girl that detested wearing flip-flops or open toed shoes or sandals because I hated my toes. As I glanced down I smiled and I can now say that I LOVE my toes. It took a very long time for me to get to this point but I did it. It took a lot of soul nurturing. A lot of things I never did like wearing flip-flops and open toed shoes and sandals for me to become comfortable with my feet. I believe this is how life is. You may not like an aspect of yourself but once you take the time to nurture that "ugly part" of you, you'll end up being comfortable with it. I said goodbye to sneakers during the summer and said hellooooo to bare feet and cute summer shoes. You should do the same with the aspect or aspects you don't like about yourself. Try something new for once!

xoxo.

xSigned___JNF. ♥

Sunrise.

I just read a post like 2.1 Milli. seconds ago and as soon as I finished reading it I rushed to my blog to write this. The post was a very good one. It was about finally letting go of things that make you miserable and just living. Live your life. Do what makes YOU happy. Whether it's sleeping all day or going around the world and visiting new places. This made me think of something I want to do. I want to watch the sunrise. I want to drive my car far far away to an isolated place where I can sit and indulge in a new dawn. A new life. A new opportunity to start over new because that's exactly what a new day signifies. It signifies new strength. A new chance at doing exactly what it is you want to do. Whether it be tomorrow or 10 years from now. I want to do this. I want to somehow feel liberated and new and refreshed. I want that feeling a new dawn brings; a feeling of "I CAN and WILL conquer" today. I hope you have something that can make you feel like this in your life. XOXO.


xSigned___JNF. ♥

DEAD END.

After a while you get tired of the apologies, the excuses, the second chances; just so they could take you for granted one more time. It's been a long road, but every road has a DEAD END.




xSigned___JNF. ♥